Friday, August 5, 2011

I'd give my heart and soul to see you free again.

I would do anything
If you could see the hope
I've always seen in you,
I would do anything.



I miss my best friend. More than anything.
It was your birthday. I cried sometime after midnight, only knowing I was in the wrong place at that time. I should have been with you. I should have celebrated your twenty-first.
I agreed to go to venice. That was me celebrating your birthday.
It wasn't a trip for me though. Not one I could enjoy.

I've been overtly emotional and stressed and I just wish I could talk to you about it. I'm afraid you don't want anything to do with me, otherwise I'd just message you on facebook everything.
I don't want to start any more shit with you and your girl. I never meant to. I wouldn't ever want to hurt you. Even if I took it back, it wouldn't change anything. I think thas what kills me. You were first to jump to this resolution. You didn't need to get rid of me.
And how dare you blame me for this. You're my sanity. Come back.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Talk about a short rant..

Women, god forbid your man makes you feel like shit once a month. Don't feel the need to share with 400 of your closest aquaintances. The boys just see "single" or about to be, and the girls see something else they can pretend to care about to get the latest dirt. Your real friends should know what's going on before you post pointless information on facebook, you just need some more mindless people to tell or feel like they care about you.

We all KNOW it could be worse, but rant and rave like its the end of everything when we pictured it so much better. Most of the time it's silly, someone over reacts, there was a simple misunderstanding..whatever. You're not living through domestic abuse because you don't know what a "healthy" relationship is. YOU are the only person that knows if you're happy or not.

Being unhappy once a month is nothing. Being unhappy once a week to some people is nothing.

Men, remember that no matter what you and your girl had talked about, fought about, disagreed on.. When you talk to her, you talk to her like you love her. The next time you see her, you hold her BECAUSE you love her. She wants nothing else.
And everyone needs constructive criticism.

The end.