Friday, August 5, 2011

I'd give my heart and soul to see you free again.

I would do anything
If you could see the hope
I've always seen in you,
I would do anything.



I miss my best friend. More than anything.
It was your birthday. I cried sometime after midnight, only knowing I was in the wrong place at that time. I should have been with you. I should have celebrated your twenty-first.
I agreed to go to venice. That was me celebrating your birthday.
It wasn't a trip for me though. Not one I could enjoy.

I've been overtly emotional and stressed and I just wish I could talk to you about it. I'm afraid you don't want anything to do with me, otherwise I'd just message you on facebook everything.
I don't want to start any more shit with you and your girl. I never meant to. I wouldn't ever want to hurt you. Even if I took it back, it wouldn't change anything. I think thas what kills me. You were first to jump to this resolution. You didn't need to get rid of me.
And how dare you blame me for this. You're my sanity. Come back.

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