Something hit me that I wasn't expecting to come. although, I should have known.
the entire time I was living here, I was with him. when I wasn't with him, my heart was still his.
it may have been last night..falling upon things--reminders, that we're no longer together.
I haven't been on this computer in a year. his computer.
I looked through old pictures, read old blogs, and managed to avoid the aim logs.
I just don't feel right. and it's unsettling. makes me want to cry, makes me sick.
but I just have to stick it out, yeah?
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