the passed few days seemed like I had a lot to talk about. topics from bad parenting to broken hearts.
and now that I'm here, staring at the screen..I'm clueless on what to write about. I decided I had officially lost my mind last week. that was interesting.
and now I'm talking to him more. and I'm not sure if I'm feeling better or worse.
topic found.
I miss him. I miss everything about him.
honestly, I could go on and on. a list of specific things about him that I miss. eventually just shortening out to be able to say everything.
and I don't know what to do. there's nothing I can do. but sit around and talk to him. whether it's going well or not, I can't help it. I love him. more than I ever really thought I could love a man.
because I'm broken. even now, and especially then.
but of course, I did this. my misery is the direct result from my decision.
enough for now, this took way too long as it is due to distractions such as dinner.
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